Typical grey day, ready for sun
I’ve been struggling with what to do as far as juggling running and martial arts around life. I’m finally working more which is awesome, but other family factors have come into play causing stress and limiting available time to be away. My daughter has epilepsy and things are beginning to change with her and this is number one obviously, but I selfishly do want to get out and run, be alone outdoors. It’s not that I can’t get away, it’s that I shouldn’t. Mornings I need to be there just in case. I also need to be involved as a leader possibly in her extra curricular activities in order for her to confidently take part. This is important to me. As much as I want to give 100% to these ultras, am I able to still enjoy the experience and focus a bit less on training? I don’t know, and unfortunately won’t know until I race. Martial arts I can easily practice skills at home around family, running I need to be away.
On my way to run some hill sprints
I’ve had a mild sniffle and cough for nearly a month. I’ve had this before and it supposedly lasts four weeks. With all this going on I haven’t felt the best running due to whatever this illness is. My training had fallen behind, nothing too bad, but it definitely has been frustrating and has ruined any drive I had for UTS 100. I know I can train around family but it’s difficult without drive, I did it for UTMB. Maybe these are all signs to move on from these long races? Once again lessen the running and increase my skills? My running has become very routine as well. I’ve got a reliable training plan but I’m on my fourth or maybe fifth iteration of it and it’s becoming stagnant.
Lonely tired noodle around town after work
Life stress adds up, toss in a stubborn cold, a long British winter, I’m ready for early sunrises and warm weather. Life is always in flux.
Signs of spring
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