Dr. today said I have a hernia. Supposedly I can run but need to stop the calisthenics. Yeah, it's not officially been looked at by a specialist but I'm super down. I was so excited for GUCR. I don't even want to run today. It seems pretty much everything that's left of who I used to be will now go away. Maybe it's time to become the day-drinker I once was. Maybe I'll concentrate full force on a ketongenic diet for fun. Maybe I'll become like everyone else. Maybe I'll realize that's what I should have done years ago. I wonder how far I'll fall down. Best Christmas present ever.