Not looking forward to this next race

With all the on goings of the past two months I'm not holding on too much hope for this race. I should have quit when I was already behind a few weeks ago. I just hope I can finish now. Unfortunately I'll be "that guy" on the team that is suppose to win that has a shitty day. You win some you lose some I guess, just can't wait until the suffering is over and I can give myself a rest. I have a feeling beyond 30 miles is going hurt real bad. REAL bad.