I've accepted my situation. Snowdonia is a go even if I'm a "completer and not a competer". I think Cotswold Century is off. I really don't need it for any lottery or prerequisite so I may as well skip it. 

I've been hardly running at all but in the grand scheme of things I'm essentially tapering for Snowdonia I guess? Nothing I do now will help me in the race. 

The little dude is shifting his sleep schedule finally. Today he slept until 7! So it's happening. 

I just need to be patient.